You know you love me, xoxo

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 11:38 PM

Me through her

Saw her and flashes of myself was seen in her. I try not let it affect me but unfortunately it did. It jolted emotions that i have long hidden deep inside and i thought it was almost covered. It got dugged out.

I feel for her and at the same time myself.

Every step of the way was pricked by sharps. I would called that a period of the dark.

Black was the only colour that i fancy. Rainbow and silver lining does not exist in my vocabulary of life then.

It was a black tunnel with no light at the end.

I was intoxicated with overwhelming negative feelings and thoughts.

what was thought to be acute reaction become a habit.

It was easier to sink myself in than to stay afloat. Drowning was the only solution i saw.

I murdered myself unknowingly. And i die.

Lynn seek simple pleasures in life.
She is fragmented all the times
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' it.

NYPZ
Farhana * ShaFa * FarZ * Mok * MeLissa * Hui Yun * GIn * Yuhan * Jolene * Uma * Min *

PIONEERZ
RabiaTuL * Doris * Han Limin * Ruzainah * Bryan * HuiMin *

YUAN CHINGz
MarCus* PeiQi* Djas *

TTSH
DiYana* Zahira* Ayu*